Saturday, June 23, 2012 ; 1:23 PM Y
To people who see this post, thanks for coming to my blog once in a blue moon. haha. I know im not hardworking to blog frequently and i lost all my readers for that. Laughs. Alright, I've moved to
cherylthegirl.wordpress.com I promise i will try to update it more frequently from now, haha..
Friday, April 22, 2011 ; 12:27 AM Y
I really cannot take it any longer! I have to rent all my anger here! Seriously, it's not totally my fault! why push all the blames onto me?! yes, I admit my wrong that i didn't check kristine whether does she put on the RFID tag or not and not double checking the ITE student if he key in the parameters, but first of all, ISN'T SHE HAS THE RESPONSIBLILITY TO PUT ON THE RFID TAG!? Client came in from DSC, stupid also know patient won't have RFID tag!!!! FUCK YOU! Isn't she's the main culprit? She received the case and didn't know patient got no RFID tag? Never activate a RFID tag? and NEVER KEY IN THE INITIAL PARA? WTF!? you all blame me for patient not having the RFID tag? how about her? she is PN she should put up the RFID tag what? FUCK YOU ALL!!!
And I fucking take 10 cases as AN! how the hell do i have time to check on her! i say it again, SHE IS THE PN!!!!
The client came in around pass 3pm, im suppose to start feeding, fine, i do the MRSA swab and NAR for her, it's my job, i'm fine with it, after that start my feeding, go for my break, right after i come back frome my break, client had fits, and i doo the changes for her when she went for break! then start turning, student take the para-(which cause all the woohaa, never even tell me or kristine the client got no smart sense) while i start feeding, send client down for scan, update all my chart, conitnuous feeding and bolus feeding! I fucking have 101 things to do!!!
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, November 08, 2010 ; 3:03 PM Y
I'm planning to organise my chalet at Home team pasir ris, was intro by yujie, saw the pics, the apartment is nice and big. haha. so expensive, plus buffet and cakes and decos. :( need to save up money. I want to buy a powershot digital camera! but before that i must rebond my hair first. lolx. i'm sick of this messy curly hair already. I want my silky long hair back. find a long day off and get my hair done before January :)
MCO concert 2011 is just around the corner! shit! I didn't go practice for so long already. hope i can make it for the concert. this type of tight shift roster how to go for mco practice?! I miss those days...
I'm thinking of quiting my job after 1 or 2 years. really hate this kind of shift work although shift work give me more money... but it eat up my life! if i quit my job, I don't think i can go for further study in near future, so expensive... if i want i may need to go for part time study just to get the cert. actually i never think of getting a higher position after getting degree, i just want the cert basically. but study also stress... lolx. don't know what I'm thinking right? hmm.. it's like is not a norm for me to stop my education at poly, should stop atleast advance dip or degree. lolx. I really can't take the stress in ward la. It's like if not careful, anytime you can go to court, a dangerous job actually. and this really stress me so much, some more my memory is super not good, stm to the max, i don't want to get into trouble because of this, so 1 year later i will chao already. lolx. will find a job in private clinic. Jo Jo is going oversea for further study in no time, envy.... gonna miss her, such a cute and fun going friend.
Gonna save up money seriously!!!!!! waiting for Dec bonus!!!! hahahaha
Wednesday, July 07, 2010 ; 1:18 AM Y
Monday was my first day being independent in the ward. No Catherine mummy with me anymore :( Things went quite well except for some little mistakes here and there. haiz. Never mind, I shall learn from my mistakes :)
Baby just called me today. Missed him so much! My brother changed new shampoo, same as baby, smells like him.. :( Hope baby is doing well in Brunei, the training was so tough for them.
Actually I don't know what to blog, just have the feel to update my blog. haha. today and tomorrow is my day off, wasted today watching drama. Well, Yuki's license expired and i haven't pay for it! lolx. Hope that I won't get fine or what.
Monday, June 28, 2010 ; 1:56 AM Y
25th june:
PAY DAY! haha, went out with colleages, catherine(my mother), melisa, shuhui and serina. we went to St James Movida. This is my first time going to Movida. they are more to spanish side. and you know what? we saw campus superstar Hong YuYang! omg! At first i was not really confirm because he really changed alot! like more mature kind. haha! and he work there as waiter. took photo with him but i think is in Melisa's camera. she took long time to upload so i will just wait.. haha. order 2 bottles of Jonnie Walker, half bottle of Vodka and 4 jugs of mixer. I really don't know how are we going to finish these. lolx. and i like drink one and half cup but more than half cup is Jonnie Walker. thanks to Serina. keep pouring Jonnie for me. lolx. the songs really not my type. initially i sat there and stone. Then this Serina pull me to dance flour. really don't know how to dance with this kind of song lehx! then just move move shake shake lor. haha. but then they play don't know what song which i can't remember, we all went crazy! ans start dancing like mad. after which i slowly got the idea how to dance with Jezz songs alr. Just act sexy only! haha! Then we were like keep touching each other's breast! super high. As my stupid button got something wrong, and they start to disturb alr, wanted to unbutton my top. LOL! BTH. Really had fun with them la! Mellisa's boyfriends came and drive us home. :) thx for the ride!
26th june
went out with MCO peeps to have a farewell party for Junwei who is enlisting on Monday! didnt go for MCO practice in the morning! super tired. can't wake up. haha. took 960 with the peep. had MOF as our dinner. damn sinful for me! i had my "dinner" before i went out and then i eat again at MOF! some is going very wrong. I always feel hungry recently! I DON'T WANT! I must stop eating so much from tommorow onwards! T_T
Then we headed to Timbre! I totally in love with teh ambience! And the band really rock the night! went super high with the songs they play/sing. haha. The food is urber YUMMY!!! i ordered longislandtea. well. not bad i should say. first time had longisland. haha. had a super fun night at Timbre!
27th June
went out with olivia shihui and sam to toapayoh 10 dollars KTV. initally super not used to the sound system. maybe i feel weird with the strong echo. haha. and they had free flow of drinks! some more they allow use to buy outside food. olivia and sam went to buy fried chicken wing, chaw kuay teow and fried rice. haha. really enjoy ourself TTM! they had these free sharkfin soup too. taste good just that it's abit too starchy. lolx.
Love you guys! muack muack!
Wednesday, June 09, 2010 ; 9:09 PM Y
Today 8.30am-4.30pm shift. Went for my AED ( Automated External Defibrillation ) course. Want to know what is this? Go google it! haha. Had theory test for the first section. Luckily Yesterday I studied at home. The test was quite easy for me. BUT! I got 19/20... Sad ah~ I can get full marks one lehx. the options like a tricky! And maybe my English not good? Cant understand the options well... The question asked which statement about AED is TRUE? The answer like stupid. The answer i chose was " CPR is enough to revive patient from cardiac arrest" and the correct answer " Defibrillation is the weakest point in link chain" =.= Weakest point. What is weakest point!? I stucked in this question for like 2mins or so. I thought weakest point is like defib is "not effective in BCLS link chain" but no!!!! It means defib in many situation is the point/part that lots of ppl didn't perform as fast as targeted or didn't perform properly /efficiently. =.=" SIAN 1/2 LORX! Wah lao. and there's one staff nurse, first time take this AED test. I didn't see her wearing I'm New badge so I presume she's more senior than me. She took out a small paper note out. when sister was not around. I didn't turn and look what she was doing, but, if she really take out AED notes and check answer... failed! she got 18/20. lolx!! ok ok! I shouldn't laugh at people. bwahahahaha. but i was really shock when she took out paper. daring siol! She never take test before!? Taking out papers are not allow in exams. =.=
Monday, June 07, 2010 ; 11:16 PM Y
ANGRY POST
Fucking stress at work. I don't know what am I doing lately. I must get my confident back as fast as possible. I realise after i follow P, all the not so good things happened to me, made me become more and more blur. Super depressed. and S is so fucking irritating! keep chasing after me when I'm so fucking busy and stress. I was like taking 7 pts almost independently, P helping me out with little and simple things. Fucking stressful, and I still need to study for AED for this coming Wed course. Sigh...
My mommy was crying just now because of her fucking irritating sister. always want to disturb asking for to find work for her children, borrow money etc... while we can't even handle our own problems. And not say we never help before, we help lots of times! and you know what? intro a job to them, work for few months, went back to M'sia secretly without telling the boss!! Never inform us also. Then we have to handle the boss and everything! what kind of attitude is this!? We are already fucking sick of all these shits. Now call and said all the bullshit things, say why so
没有人情味. Please.. It's not that we don't want to help, is we are sick of it already! one or two times we are still ok with it, but no! LOADS AND LOADS OF TIMES ALREADY! and always don't have good ending then why still come singapore and work!? Quit school, no cert how to work in singapore you tell me! and don't keep calling and ask why we don't pick up calls. Can't you use your PEA BRAIN to think!? Ain't that obvious we are avoiding you guys!? We are so fucking stressful in singapore and you want come here disturb. Get a life please!
PLEASE STOP BOTHERING US! YOU CAN ALSO FIND JOBS THERE! PLEASE! WE HAVE OUR OWN LIFE, WE HAVE TO WORK, WE CAN'T HANDLE YOU AND BRING YOU AROUND SINGAPORE FIND JOB! AND YOU HAVE HUSBAND HERE! WHY NOT ASK HIM TO HELP INSTEAD?! AND STOP CALLING AND BORROW MONEY PLEASE!! WE ARE NOT CHARITY ORGANISATION OR WHAT SHIT!
