Sunday, July 23, 2006 ; 7:40 PM Y
wat happen? i dunno.. im so confused.. sad.. angry.. disappointed..
maybe im really not a gd gf? im so useless.. cant even handle my relationship n frenship wel.. u tot i dun wanna acc him? i oso wanna stay by his side ALL THE TIME! but u noe wat? i hav my own frenx too.. n they r so damn important to me.. im stuck in e middle.. i wanna be whif my frenx.. but i wanna be whif my dear too.. its very difficult fer me 2 choose.. my darling olivia is very down this few days.. i need 2 acc her..
u keep saying i stare at u.. wel.. my ans is NO! NO! did u see tt? maybe somtimes i really do look at u.. cos olivia wanna tell me who's tt gal.. but.. did i do anything wrong.. i hav my freedom 2 look at anybody.. its silly 2 hurt urself k.. i noe u did alot fer him.. but how u noe i didn't.. maybe nic oso dunno wat i did.. lolx.. tel u wat.. when u did somthing fer a person.. u won say out n tell every body oh.. i did this i did tt..
sry olivia.. i make u cry again.. becos u really mean alot 2 me.. i dun wanna hurt u.. n u said b4.. dun ever let u see any couple so loving infront of u including me.. lolx.. i noe u're jus jk.. but i really mean it.. i noe u r sad becos of him.. tt y i seldom be whif him cos it wil make u sad n feel lonely.. haiz.. who wil understand me? think nobody.. not even myself..
