to you...
i dun wanan reveal the name. i wanna keep it as confidential. so ppl dun come and ask me this post is for who. and to you. you know this is for you. so pay attention on this post. not the other post. i've delete alr. sry ppl. i delete my previous post due to some unwanted misunderstanding. and i dun wan it to get worst. so i deleted the post.
yupx. you and i know that we have got many misunderstandings between us. and somehow our gap is getting bigger and bigger. i want u to get it clear. its not that i treat u invisible or dun treat u as my best fren. maybe wat i did makes u feel very insecure. thinking that im closer with another one and neglected u. im so sry. i dunno wat happen oso. maybe every time i will tend to like go to the group where we got many things to talk. sometimes not in a group. maybe one person come and talk to me, and start on a hot topic of wat, i will start to talk non stop. and this is when i "neglected" the fren beside me. sometimes i dunno wat to do oso. i've try to talk to u. but it always end up like nth to talk anymore. then i was like sianz diao. how? then start to think of what to say. then sometimes i try to start the topic by asking u some questions, then u reply in 1 sentence. i feel very awkward lehx.. maybe im a useless, a failure, a 失败的朋友. im sry to let u feel neglected. no matter how often i talk to u, how often i be with u, how often i go out with u, and how often i tell u my little secret, remember, once u are my fren, u are forever my fren. and is the best fren that kind. i know u treat me as ur best fren too. so i cherish this friendship, i dun wan this friendship to be broken becos of the misunderstandings. i still remember all the memorable time we spent together. i know u remembered as well. u got a better memory than me. haha. u noe im those like to 凑热闹 one. who is talking than i will go there and join. and ofcos those who got many common topics as me will get along with me lorx. then i will neglect the one who is keeping quiet beside me. i hope u dun misunderstand wat im trying to say. ah yo... maybe after u read this post u will get even worst. hmm... ok. just wanna tell u... dun think too much. dun becos of something i did (which i dun mean it), and make urself miserable. u feel sad, i will feel sad too. when ever i see u like emo-ing, i will like, shit! how? think of something to talk to you... but my stupid brain just cant think of any. tts y i say im useless. and im those like shy shy, dun dare to approach in sensitive situation. olivia and xiaozhen will noe, my ex boyfriend knew it too. maybe to the rest of u, u all see me like happy go lucky, shout here and there, laughing so loudly blahx blahx, but i oso very think skin one horx. will paiseh de ma. so pls 谅解我.
im sorry
